Morning... Day 4

Well, I never thought I'd be here 3 days ago... It's been a long hard fight so far, but I know everything will be worth it in the end... My wd symptoms are slowing down, but it's the emotional part I'm battling right now... I'm so depressed this morning... I think it's because I had to go to work and didn't have any childcare... My husband usually watches the baby, but he had to go to work, and I almost had to bring the baby to my work... Which is so not an option... So anyways, that stressed me out (but I did get someone to watch her) and I have a feeling that the altercation this morning started me on the sad path... Plus I haven't been sleeping at all.... I want this insomnia mess to end... So I have the energy and courage to face every new day.... Lift me up in your prayers...