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I thought it was over ...

Apr 20, 2009 - 0 comments
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but I was wrong.  I've been feeling weird.  My head has started to hurt again.  You know me, though - I refuse to take anything for it unless it's absolutely necessary.  

I'm going to drink a soda.  Usually when I don't feel well it's because I'm dehydrated or an effect of being hypoglycemic.  

I used to say that that the other thing I haven't experienced is cancer or an STD.  We'll see ... the world doesn't look promising.  It wouldn't surprise me at all.  Actually, as horrible as this may sound - I used to wish something bad would happen to me.  Not for the attention but the understanding past mental illness.  Do I still feel that way?  I don't really care anymore.  I just feel like junk by default.  

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