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Misery

Jul 18, 2013 - 0 comments
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Pain

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misery

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infections

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Life

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family

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virus

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antibiotics

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Music

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Doctor

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sleeping

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Lung



Well...I have some kind of infection, the doctors haven't figured out what yet, but they're thinking a virus because the antibiotics haven't knocked it out. My temp is still pretty high, and they're using ice packs for it, and they're freezing my butt off. I had some seizures, too. I've been having some pretty intense bouts of vomiting, and I can't eat anything by mouth, so I'm on TPN again. I've been a little jaundiced, and I'm not having any urine output. Fluid is building up in my lungs, making it hard to breathe. I still don't know why the stomach pain is so bad or what exactly is causing it now, but they're giving me morphine every few hours, which is odd because I normally get fentanyl or dilaudid. But they're pretty much keeping me knocked out all day, because when I wake up, it's pretty much just miserable. Naturally, my mom freaked out and called a bunch of doctors she knows, and they're trying to figure out what I have. My family caught a flight and they're here now. My mom is trying to get me transferred home. Through all this, I did get a guy's number, though. He was visiting the person next to me and said my smile made his day. That kind of made my day. There was this nurse, though, that would not smile for the life of him! I tried to get him to crack a smile because he just looked so miserable, but he just absolutely would not smile. Oh well. I tried. I called some people today and talked to them for a little while. I wrote some nice notes to people and listened to some music when I wasn't sleeping. Today was difficult, but I tried to relax.

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