Jul 19, 2013
Something happened to me today. First, my son Zack PJ's next younger brother, was filled with his brother's Spirit, and wanted him to tell me that none of us are to cry for him, that he is happy, and he wants the same for us. He knows very much how upset i have been, and he does not like this. Since this information was given me today, not only have I not shed a tear, I received a vision of a clear lidded jar with natural rolled rocks of all sizes and colors inside. I was drawn to the right jars in the store, and took six (apparently I would be sharing these). I was then guided to the bagged rocks, and chose two large ones: one with different colors, the other more natural. I then chose 4 smaller bags of rolled rocks that are tiny and very colorful. I then found eight 'peace' signs, small made of metal (these would go on top of the rocks in each jar before it was closed. I went to the ribbon aisle, and allowed my intuition to continue to guide me, choosing green ribbon with dark pink tie-dye swirls on it. As I was leaving the store with my (PJ's) things, I picked up a rubber bracelet of our flag and Bless out troops. This would go to Zack. I also came across a hot pink bowl... very large, to mix the rocks in. I filled all six jars while sitting in my car. Then I found a Catholic Priest, whom I know would not turn me away. He gladly blessed all my jars, in the name of Jesus, for PJ. I allowed my family members at home to choose which was theirs, which they did. PJ wanted us all to have something we could hold in our hands... Bless him. I know this was him like I know I have two feet. Amazing. My jar sits near me now. I have been informed that I do not have to leave the lid on, (and neither does anyone else who has one, and I told them this) we can take out the rocks to hold and look at, wear the peace sign if we want, have a rock wrapped in silver wire for a necklace, whatever we choose. Somehow I think this is almost better than having remains. You can't really hold ashes in your hands. And they are not put in clear jars for a reason. This way, we have a thing of sacred beauty to look at and handle as we choose. I feel almost totally relaxed about this... as if I have been shown how things are to happen, and this is not a path of fear. It is one of much love and celebration of PJ's life. I think I'm doing alright, for now, anyway. Blessings.