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Damn Addictions!!!
Apr 24, 2009 09:52PM
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I can not help but to think although I am 3 days clean, that I belong on drugs. I am so miserable without them and to be completely honest, I don't see myself going very much longer without...which ***** very badly because I know I am going to wind up killing myself just to "get off". I can prolly go, or do, without the xanax as long as I stay messed up on the Vicodin but theres no way in hell Im going to be able to do without eaither much longer :( :( I REALLY HATE MYSELF!!! Why can't I just get over this **** and move on :(
JUST PRAY TO GOD AND JESUS THEY CAN TAKE IT ALL AWAY JUST CALL ON THEM!
you can do it, i have 22 months clean time it's not gonna be easy but anything worth having isn't. congratulations keep your head up, i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN THE 1 ST STEP TO RECOVERY. YOU MAY NEED TO BE UNDER A DR'S CARE BECAUSE IT'S DANGEROUS TRYING TO DO IT BY YOURSELF. KEEP ME POSTED HOWhttp://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/83264?personal_page_id=456605# U ARE DOING OK? THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE!!!!
PS I ALSO HAD A BAD XANAX PROBLEM YEARS AGO, YOU SHOULD REALLY SEEK A DR TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR WITHDRAWALS BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T USE!!! EVEN IF YOUR ASS FALLS OFF, DO NOT USE ANYTHING, DRINK WATER AND TAKE IMMODIUM. IMMODIUM HAS OPIATE LIKE PROPERTIES AND IS SAFE FOR 5-8 DAYS. JUST DON'T DO IT! YOUR RIGHT AT THE EDGE!
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