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Damn Addictions!!!

Apr 24, 2009 - 4 comments
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xanax

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Vicodin

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drugs

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hate

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I can not help but to think although I am 3 days clean, that I belong on drugs. I am so miserable without them and to be completely honest, I don't see myself going very much longer without...which ***** very badly because I know I am going to wind up killing myself just to "get off". I can prolly go, or do, without the xanax as long as I stay messed up on the Vicodin but theres no way in hell Im going to be able to do without eaither much longer :(  :(   I REALLY HATE MYSELF!!! Why can't I just get over this **** and move on  :(

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by Supermommy24, Apr 24, 2009
JUST PRAY TO GOD AND JESUS THEY CAN TAKE IT ALL AWAY JUST CALL ON THEM!

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by methangelnomore, Apr 25, 2009
you can do it, i have 22 months clean time it's not gonna be easy but anything worth having isn't. congratulations keep your head up, i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN THE 1 ST STEP TO RECOVERY. YOU MAY NEED TO BE UNDER A DR'S CARE BECAUSE IT'S DANGEROUS TRYING TO DO IT BY YOURSELF. KEEP ME POSTED HOWhttp://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/83264?personal_page_id=456605# U ARE DOING OK? THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE!!!!

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by methangelnomore, Apr 25, 2009
PS I ALSO HAD A BAD XANAX PROBLEM YEARS AGO, YOU SHOULD REALLY SEEK A DR TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR WITHDRAWALS BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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by day5, Apr 28, 2009
DON'T USE!!!  EVEN IF YOUR ASS FALLS OFF, DO NOT USE ANYTHING, DRINK WATER AND TAKE IMMODIUM.  IMMODIUM HAS OPIATE LIKE PROPERTIES AND IS SAFE FOR 5-8 DAYS.  JUST DON'T DO IT!  YOUR RIGHT AT THE EDGE!

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