Apr 08, 2008 03:04PM
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This MonSter
Once again this MonSter we call MS has gotten a hold of me . It has tackled me good this time. It took hold of my legs & won’t let go, but I’m still fighting!! I won’t give up that easy!! Of course there is not a whole lot I or the Dr’s can do but give me more drugs, YUCK!!!
I try really hard to keep a positive attitude about all of this , but sometimes it gets really hard. When you can’t move your legs without pain, or you are having spasams so badly they take your breath, it is really hard to keep that positivity in focus. No pity, no I’m sorry’s , that’s not what I’m after. Just understanding, I guess.
I see others so much worse off than myself & know I’m good. I focus on that & know that after awhile this MonSter will let go for awhile , aleast till the next go round. I will keep fighting, I wll not give up. I may cry, I may scream, & I may even cuss a little but I will not give up this fight!!