Aug 15, 2013
So today is my 6th wedding anniversary. *I am confused* So since our last big fight where I told him I didn't like him at all and didn't want to be with him. And he said basically the same. (this has never be said by both of us) Things have been calm. I am just figuring we are waiting until Dec. for the separation. Our Anniversary has been approaching. I made no mention of it and just figured it would be another day. We have never been big celebrators. The first year we went to Cancoon more for a vacation than to celebrate. The second year we happened to be in Peru visiting his parents and we went out to dinner and Karoeke. Since then it has just been a dinner, movie whatever. Like any other weekend. So a couple days ago he called me from work and said I know what we can do the day after tomorrow (today) and I said what? He said do you want me to tell you? and I played dumb like I don't know should you tell me. I didn't want to say for our anniversary if he was going to say we should go get that load of barkchips we talked about laying or something lame like that. He said ok we will talk about it when I get home. So he got home and we were watching the 1 tv show that we watch. and about an hour later I said so what were you going to tell me and he was like do you want me to tell you? And I said I don't know what your talking about so I don't know if you should tell me or not. Ok, I'll tell you because I need your input anyway. I was thinking we should take that dinner boar cruise we have seen. I was like yea? when. He said for our Anniversary. When else? I said ya that would be cool. but inside am like wth? Aren't we separating? Why are we celebrating what is ending? It is a trial separation so who knows wtf he is thinking. So I guess we are going tonight. He booked it. Weird. Men, and they say we are the hard ones to understand.