Sep 13, 2013
Is it day 19, ****, I can't tell anymore. I want to feel more happy about all of this, it's just hard when it's a party of one for one. My husband couldn't be more absent. I realize this has nothing to do with him......this is my journey, my ********. I am not defined by him, he doesn't dictate how my emotions unfold. I am in charge of all of that. Stop thinking about **** that doesn't matter. Every single thought I have has a direct physiological effect on my being; be it spiritual, physical, mental or emotional........so ...................BE IN CHARGE of yourself. I have to remember that I am soooo much stronger clean than drugged.
Sometimes easier said than done..(adjust attitude here)