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Female, 41, SOMEWHERE IN TIME - AL, member since Jan 2008
I suffer from Bi Polar and Manic Depressive and Panic attacks and Anxiety attacks. I can't sleep half the time and the other time I can't wake up. I am 41 years of what, I am not sure yet. I have very bad back and shoulder pain and burning. I use to be a quite happy go... [More]
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Apr 13, 2008 08:50PM - 0 comments
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I have been asleep ever since I left this board Saturday? When I woke up, I was in soooo much pain, I was going to go to the Hospital. I feel like every rib bone and back bone in my body has been crushed. Since I need surgery for my disc problems, there isn't much I can do for my pain until I have the surgery. I don't have insurance or my disability yet, so I just have to wait and hurt. This was really BAD tho. this was almost unbearable. I took something and it has taken the edge off, THANK GOD, I had 7 teeth pulled in one week a few months ago and this was just as bad if not worse pain. THAT was painful, I had 4 teeth done at once then 6 days later I had 3 more pulled at once, they were supposed to have been taken out surgically while I was put under, but I did not have the money so I told him PLEASE just get them OUT. I had already broken them off to the gum level with pliers and what ever else I had to use. I had already been laid out in the floor with blood rushing from my mouth because the abscess had ruptured, all alone, with no one to help me (I'm being a whiny baby). But thank God I got 7 out of the 9 pulled, that had exposed nerves. Thank God I was not alone when I had all this done, the man that loves me took such wonderful care of me! I still have 2 more of that have to be pulled, but I am waiting as long as I can (no insurance still). I am so thankful to not be in as much pain now as I was before, so I am trying to wait it out. The pain that I woke up with at least compares to that pain that I had then. I was up and feeling so much better after going to see my new therapist that I was outside and since my body is not use to doing anything I over did it. I was turning the ground for a garden with a shovel...OMG ... I forgot what it was going to do to me, but I just didn't think. I was finally out and enjoying being awake and outside. I pray for you all and always hope that you have a better day each and every day!!!
sam

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