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Female, 24, ALL OVER - VA, member since Apr 2008
HI IM A PRETTY EASY GOING PERSON, AND LIKE TO KNOW THE LATEST CRAZE FOR GETTING AND SHAPE, IM CURRENTLY IN SCHOOL FOR MASSAGE THERAPY AND HOLISTIC HEALING AND WORKING ON MY SELF TO BECOME HEALTHY, SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY SAFE AFFECTIVE IDEAS :^)
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WHY ARE SOME THINGS NOT MEANT TO BE KEPT..
Apr 14, 2008 09:42AM
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SOME THINGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE KEPT, HA HA KINDA FUNNY YOU MIGHT SAY BUT NOT SO FUUNY TO ME THAT IS MY HEART IT HAS A MIND OF ITS ON, I HAVE RECENTLY LET THE ONE PERSON WHO REMOTLY A GAVE A DAMN ABOUT GO, AND WELL JERK YOU MAY THINK BUT I THE REAL JERK..SLIENTY PAUSE.........................................................................................................................................................................
I MEAN NOT ON PURPOSE BUT WHEN YOUR A GAL LIKE ME AND HAVE HAD SO MANY LET DOWN YOU CAN'T HELP BUT START TO DO THE SAME AND WELL I AM ABLE TO LOVE AND LOVE TRULY BOT AT THE SAME TIME UNABLE TO COMMENT AND WELL I HAD THE MOST BUEATIFUL PERFECT MAN AND MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FOR FEAR OF BEING HURT, WHE YOUR AS DAMAGE AS ME YOU FORGET HOW TO LET THE HURT AND AR HATE GO IT FOLLOWS YOU LIKE A MOUTH TO flME, AND NO ATTER HOW HARD YO TRY TO GET RIDE OF IT ITS ALWAYS SEEMS TO FIND IS WAY BACK.. SADLY ENOUGH I GAVE IT MY ALL THIS TIME I EVEN TRICKED MYSELF IN TO BELIVING THAT ANYTHING COULD WORK IF YOU STICK TO IT AND WELL THAT HAPPENS SOR A WHILE BT OLD HABBITS ARE HARD TO BREAK..WHY MUST I SUFFER FOR MY INABILITY TO TRUSTE IS THERE SOME UNSPOKEN LAW THAT SAY ONCE DAMAGED ALWAYS DAMAGED AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY DANGLE SOMETHING SO PURE AND SWEET TO ONLY HAVE ME DRIVE IT AWAY.. HA AS HE WOULD SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM BUT ONLY THE IDEA OF HIM AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY AM I RECK, I ALLOW HIMTO LOVE ME AND HE LOVES LOVING ME BUT MY LACK OF LOVING HIM IS HURTING HIM, I MEAN IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? IM AT A LOST FOR WORD TO SAY THE MOST WHY MUST YOU GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF AND SPEAK OF YOUR DEMONS TO PROVE WHAT YOU FEEL IS REAL AND NOT BARBIE DOLLS LOVE CAUSE I KNOW MY HEART IS ACKING RIGHT NOW BUT THE TEARS I CRY ARE MY OWN I FEEL ITS ACRY FOR ME AND THE FACT THAT SOMETHINGS ARNT MEANT TO BE KEPT AND THAT BEING MY HEART NOW WHOS FOOLING WHO...
WHY SAD REGREATS LA~LA
I MEAN NOT ON PURPOSE BUT WHEN YOUR A GAL LIKE ME AND HAVE HAD SO MANY LET DOWN YOU CAN'T HELP BUT START TO DO THE SAME AND WELL I AM ABLE TO LOVE AND LOVE TRULY BOT AT THE SAME TIME UNABLE TO COMMENT AND WELL I HAD THE MOST BUEATIFUL PERFECT MAN AND MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FOR FEAR OF BEING HURT, WHE YOUR AS DAMAGE AS ME YOU FORGET HOW TO LET THE HURT AND AR HATE GO IT FOLLOWS YOU LIKE A MOUTH TO flME, AND NO ATTER HOW HARD YO TRY TO GET RIDE OF IT ITS ALWAYS SEEMS TO FIND IS WAY BACK.. SADLY ENOUGH I GAVE IT MY ALL THIS TIME I EVEN TRICKED MYSELF IN TO BELIVING THAT ANYTHING COULD WORK IF YOU STICK TO IT AND WELL THAT HAPPENS SOR A WHILE BT OLD HABBITS ARE HARD TO BREAK..WHY MUST I SUFFER FOR MY INABILITY TO TRUSTE IS THERE SOME UNSPOKEN LAW THAT SAY ONCE DAMAGED ALWAYS DAMAGED AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY DANGLE SOMETHING SO PURE AND SWEET TO ONLY HAVE ME DRIVE IT AWAY.. HA AS HE WOULD SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM BUT ONLY THE IDEA OF HIM AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY AM I RECK, I ALLOW HIMTO LOVE ME AND HE LOVES LOVING ME BUT MY LACK OF LOVING HIM IS HURTING HIM, I MEAN IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? IM AT A LOST FOR WORD TO SAY THE MOST WHY MUST YOU GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF AND SPEAK OF YOUR DEMONS TO PROVE WHAT YOU FEEL IS REAL AND NOT BARBIE DOLLS LOVE CAUSE I KNOW MY HEART IS ACKING RIGHT NOW BUT THE TEARS I CRY ARE MY OWN I FEEL ITS ACRY FOR ME AND THE FACT THAT SOMETHINGS ARNT MEANT TO BE KEPT AND THAT BEING MY HEART NOW WHOS FOOLING WHO...
WHY SAD REGREATS LA~LA