I HATE THIS  $%^$%^$^*&^*&^* ....I HATE IT, I HATE IT !!!!!!!!!

I just want to cry, again, I can not believe this day....I can't believe that the receptionist would be ALLOWED to talk to me this way...she was a %^&*^%$&^ ...AND I am going to find out IF she can....It took all my will power and the grace of God  FOR HER ... for me not to drag her out from behind the counter and beat her face in.... I was crying and all I could do is cover my face with my hands...I was shaking with such rage !!! I woke up in a rage so I guess it didn
t help when the Phsyc. Doctor didn't bother explaining anything about the prescription he had just written for me...he said "this is what I have to offer you" I said OK, but I am about to fall apart here..I started to cry and he said"what did you want?..a bunch of drugs?.."...I couldn't believe this was happening...I said NO ... they had had me on so many before and I thought you might even give me Prozac since that was what the Neurologist even gave me for my Migraines.....he said NO, that is it..that's all...I was devastated...I did not want a bunch of drugs...YOU FREAKIN #$%&&*(()%$ .  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I WAS PISSED OFF TO SAY THE LEAST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    ANYWAY .............. I am trying to still calm myself down.............and it is not easy either.................. OK OKOKOKOKOKOK     I HAVE TO GO LAY DOWN NOW...I AM NOT DOING VERY WELL RIGHT NOW .... SORRY TO YOU ALL....SAM