May 17, 2009 09:38PM
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I am so discouraged. When I went out to feed my dogs this evening, I noticed when I put the dish down for Bryce that the fuzz around his muzzle has fallen out again and the skin is raw. Great. This only means he is going to have to fight yet ANOTHER battle with demodex mange!
I'm so sad about this. I've had Bryce for 10 months now, and from day one I've treated him for demodex. It got better, cleared up for awhile, then came back with a vengence, only the stupid vet clinic I took him to had a moron treating him for skin allergies instead of mange and never even did a skin scraping. So not only did the demodex come back with a vengence, but I spent an arm and a leg treating him for allergies that he never had, and nearly all his hair fell out and he mutilated literally half the skin on his body from chewing and scratching.
Well, when a good vet finally looked at him and did a skin scraping and said he had a severe infestation of demodex mites, he was put on a super high dose of Ivomec and a double dose of antibiotics because his skin was so mutilated. I kept him on Ivomec for a month and a half. It seemed like forever.
But he recovered. I was so relieved and so was Bryce. His hair has completely grown back and the skin on his belly (the worst area) has almost no scarring. He had complete hair growth back by early April. In fact, I was extatic when I had to brush out his winter coat he was shedding--because he was shedding!
I have been watching him so closely for how much he scratches and chews at himself, and he's done nothing for two months. I've been able to sleep because he's not keeping me up at night anymore with his constant scratching, chewing, whining and pacing. I thought we'd beat this.
Then, as always has happened before, hair disappears from him scratching somewhere within hours. He was fine this morning, even this afternoon.
I'm devastated. I'm putting so much money and effort into treating something that seems to be incurable. What am I doing wrong?
I'm so sad tonight; I actually cried after I fed him, because I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what course of action is going to be next, or how much it will cost, and if it will even cure it permanently. I never expected to adopt a dog that had chronic health issues like this. I thought when I got him that mange would be easy to get him over; I've had dogs with mange before. They get treated for 30-40 days with Ivomec, and a small dose, then it's gone.
Not so with Bryce. It seems his dose keeps getting higher, and the problem keeps coming back. He's healthy in every other way. He is high energy, intelligent, happy and playful, bright eyes, good appetite--the picture of perfect health other than this irritating mange issue.
Ivomec is expensive and so are the vet visits, and I swear it's like this is becoming a huge money pit because every 1-3 months he has a breakout. And a severe breakout with hair loss and bloody, inflamed skin.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'll be taking him to the vet again tomorrow, but I feel sick thinking about going through this again. I never expected this chronic health issue. I thought I was just getting a young adult dog who was healthy, other than needing a simple treatment for mange, then yay, I have a great dog for X number of years. Instead, these last 10 months have been a stressful nightmare.
I'm seriously thinking if, after this treatment this comes back again, he will need something better--someone better for him. I just want to cry thinking about it. But I need to do what's best for Bryce, and I don't make a great deal of money. I can easily afford two healthy dogs, but Bryce clearly has needs that are exceeding my budget. I've already put a chunk of my savings into his vet care. But I can't keep doing this.
I'm going to bawl my eyes out and cry for days on end if I have to give him back to the rescue shelter. :-(
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.
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