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Female, 42, Somewhere!! - FL, member since Mar 2008
My life has consisted of trying to escape the realities of life! I grew up under some really bad conditions and was determined to make my life completly different from the one I had known as a child. I did great until I was in my early 30's and the doctor introduced me...
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Today Is Testing Day~~~Scared!!
Apr 18, 2008 08:53AM
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Today at 11am is when I have to go and have the tests done that I've been dreading all week. I'm getting sonograms done of my bladder and kidney plus x-rays of both. I know that the tests themselves won't be painful but the results could be bad. I know I shouldn't think ahead of myself but I already know that my bladder has a cyst, mass, or something like that because my urologist found it on last Friday at my appointment. So now I know that there is something there that they're looking for and it honestly scares me to death. I'm usually better about handling health issues, but that was when I had pills to hide behind. Now I'm clean and there's nothing to hide behind so I have to swallow whatever they tell me!! I hope today goes well and I suppose the truth is I won't know anything after this is done today because you never find out about these tests for at least a couple of days!! Thanks for listening!!