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Afternoon... Day 16....

Apr 18, 2008 02:47PM - 0 comments

I decided the day I quit pills that I would write here every day to chronicle my experiences... It's funny, because the first few days I wrote morning, noon, and night... I was constantly reading other people's journals/posts to see what was in store for me during the next day of withdrawal... I checked my journal today, and the first 5 days are back to back, then there's no post until day 10, and now finally day 16 I'm writing again.... long story short... I don't think about lortabs 24/7 anymore, so I hardly even think to write a journal.... It's just a wonderful feeling to go hours at a time without thinking about pain pills.... I'm so excited to relearn myself and find out what makes me happy in general... Pills are not even an option for my life anymore, and I hope anyone out there who reads this and wants to make the decision to quit... DOES.... It's really worth it, man... I know everybody says that, and people taking the pills are like yeah, whatever... It's hell to get to the place where quittings worth it.... but like today, for example, I really felt high on life... almost like taking a lortab, but infinitely BETTER!!!!

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