May 23, 2009 02:53AM
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i am so tired and sad. I have given up sugar entirely since I found my energy nose-dives whenever I eat sugar. I am running a 1/2 marathon on sunday - and I am so concerned that I won't have the energy to finish. I am up in the middle of the night (not like me)... and I don't know what to do. My husband just looks at me with a blank stare. He has depression issues... and I just can't be everyone's rock sometimes.
I have hypothyroidism, diagnosed after 3 surgeries and lots of hormones for Asherman's Syndrome. 3 amazing children, the oldest being very sensitive and lately moody. She needs so much support and extra attention from me. I give it freely, but it is wearing on me. My 2nd child is joy joy joy, and only crabby it seems when tired. My 3rd is a boy (3) and he sends my head spinning since he is always on the run - usually with a smile on his face. Laughing non-stop. He does wear me out a bit, but oh is he dear.
I feel so odd and exhausted. I also have a lot of back and neck pain lately... and I think I am constipated. I have been eating a lot of fiber and ezekial sprouted bread (so good)... but things areh't working...
Help!