Waiting is Horrible

Someone from the clinic is supposed to call me tomorrow regarding the autorization for surgery and scheduling it.  It seems that everytime an issue comes up with the authorization, the person they need to clear things up with isn't there.  It's a waiting game.  I hope I get some answers tomorrow.  I don't want to end up in the ER and have surgery with another doctor.  What if they decide to take my ovary out and the doctor that should be doing the surgery would  have saved it?  I just don't want a general doctor doing the surgery.  I want the specialist that I spoke with already, but this waiting is so long, I'm scared the cyst will rupture or cause even more pain.

I hope they call to tell me it's been approved and are able to schedule me for the next couple of weeks because I was told that it'd probably be until the end of May, if the authorization would go throgh this week.  If it doesn't, then that means that I'd probably have to wait until June or something.  I really don't want to do that.  I imagine the pain by then would be so much worse than now and I'm already in pain...