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swelling, & mottled veins, & dead brain cells, purple lips & semi closed right eye

Nov 01, 2013 - 0 comments
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To exhausted, & sick. Need honest health care, with cocktail mri. Willing to travel to closest well know hospital for honest diagosnis, with out my PC, getting involved. I do not know why he is so paranoid?  It is not me, but him. Ive shown him all past documents, some changed medical records, & pictures of me, first with severe ankle swelling, over past 3 years, to the newest facial pictures of a very ill man with the swelling lips, closed right eye, oxygen test, that he denied. Tried other hospitals. Like he said , some things cant be fixed? Well, if they address it over a year ago, in my records, maybe it could had been addressed, then. No reason why i need 3 different hospitals giving me the run around. I was better off getting treatment in another state, until my state frighten this urgent care owner. Sound confusing, probably! Been fighting for 3 years, & am now physically worn out, with multi severe life threatening disorders. Not somatic, was lucky last eye specialist came forward, & 'moved on", but left me my records of the cerebral infarac, & cerebral onclusions, but still NO help. Now depend on oxigen, 1 hour a day, 5-6 liters, fentinol, the nap, & small doses of alcohol, to help me block these diseases. Wish i ws a poor man. Should not have to worry who is going to get what!  Fortunately, not in to much pain now, but in past, was even under high doses of medicine, predizone, & oxygen. People tell me go get another doctor. It does not work like that. All the hosp. r conectted, cas of them breaking heppa laws, & so on. Wish i ws strong enough to go to another hosp. out of the region, but this is progressing rapidly each day. I would rather be crazy. Soon, no one will have to read my sorrows? Next time, if i dont get better, by Tuesday, will go to ER, at other hospital that saved my life before with epiglititis, BUT, that ws same hosp. last year that sent me home after prepping me for diff. heart tests, with the big needle in my arm, but for some reason after 2 hours, of waiting, with also the severe ankle swelling, they sent me home? Dont get it, but sorta do, but hate to admit it

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