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Am Very Nervous Tonight
Apr 23, 2008 01:31AM
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And when I get nervous I can't sleep or think straight LOL.
We had sex on Sunday morning - we said we were gonna use condoms - HE said (during the act) screw the condom and before I could object it was too late - now I fee nervous. It's not like I don't wanna have a baby - I do want one badly, however I'm not ready. We had a m/c in December and I'm not ready to get pregnant again - I'm scared I guess that I will go through everything all over again. I ovulated on Monday/Tuesday - and so once again I sit here kinda nervous giving myself a headache.
My period is due May 5th - which is like 12 days apart - sometimes however I am a few days early with my period. A part of me doesn't wanna see AF come and a part of me does wanna see AF come. I'm confused and nervous and he doesn't seem to be affected at all by it. He just tells me that I doubt I got pregnant from this one time - then I have to remind him that it only took one time last time. Last time we had sex on my ovulation day and I got pregnant - he seems to think that because we had sex a day before my ovulation day that we are okay - he doesn't understand that I am fertile for a few days both before and after my actual ovulation day. Sighs. I guess we will deal with whatever happens, and not sure what to feel expect being nervous.
If I happen to get pregnant I'm sure I'll be happy - but know how nervous I'm gonna be - thinking every little pain or cramp means another m/c is looming - sighs. At least if I am pregnant again I want this baby to stick stick stick!
Wish me luck.
We had sex on Sunday morning - we said we were gonna use condoms - HE said (during the act) screw the condom and before I could object it was too late - now I fee nervous. It's not like I don't wanna have a baby - I do want one badly, however I'm not ready. We had a m/c in December and I'm not ready to get pregnant again - I'm scared I guess that I will go through everything all over again. I ovulated on Monday/Tuesday - and so once again I sit here kinda nervous giving myself a headache.
My period is due May 5th - which is like 12 days apart - sometimes however I am a few days early with my period. A part of me doesn't wanna see AF come and a part of me does wanna see AF come. I'm confused and nervous and he doesn't seem to be affected at all by it. He just tells me that I doubt I got pregnant from this one time - then I have to remind him that it only took one time last time. Last time we had sex on my ovulation day and I got pregnant - he seems to think that because we had sex a day before my ovulation day that we are okay - he doesn't understand that I am fertile for a few days both before and after my actual ovulation day. Sighs. I guess we will deal with whatever happens, and not sure what to feel expect being nervous.
If I happen to get pregnant I'm sure I'll be happy - but know how nervous I'm gonna be - thinking every little pain or cramp means another m/c is looming - sighs. At least if I am pregnant again I want this baby to stick stick stick!
Wish me luck.