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About Me:
Female, 18, Woking - United Kingdom
I'm 18, i enjoy listening to music, watching movies and i love animals. I have 10 cats at the moment, although 7 of those are tiny kittens who are adorable, I love to sing and act.
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severe headaches, tiredness, unexplained aching, Dizziness & Tingling, light headed, animals, movies, listening to music, abdominal pain  
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Update

Apr 23, 2008 04:05AM - 2 comments

Right, i haven't written for a while so figured i would do a quick update.
My migraines - not too bad, finally got my prescription for amitriptyline so its slowly getting better
Abdo pains - not good at all, still curving around my back and under my lower ribs :(
UTI - some symptoms gone, others not but i can't take my antibiotics as they're making me throw up :(
More random pain where a girl REALLY doesn't want it :'(

Anxiety & depression - really screwed up. Have been arguing non stop with everyone, screaming at my pets for stuff which either isn't their fault or is their nature as small kittens. Smashed my head into the door this morning, didn't improve my mood, and my fits of hysterical crying and screaming are happening more often :( I can't understand what's wrong with me in my head, but whatever it is it's getting worse i think. I understand that this may be the anxiety talking but everyone else is noticing too. I screamed so loudly at the cat this morning that my throat still hurts an hour later :(

My benefits statement came through today, this is the 4th time i've tried getting it sorted and they've screwed up again, they're telling me i haven't claimed for income support when i have, my partner only earns 15k a year and it doesn't go the distance, not with rent and food and bills :( Not even close :( So i have to go to the job centre and faff about AGAIN with them. As if i didn't have enough stuff to deal with.

I have a doctors appointment on friday, got my test results, no calcium defiency and no problems with the urea test thing, so yay for having more tests done, not.

Anyway thats my rant, the basics being im in pain, i'm stressed and if things carry on like this i'm going to end up with no friends, no fiancee, and a severe hatred of cats (i'm already part way there on this one). I also feel sick and have done every day for a week now :'(  Self pitying sod is how i feel and what i am at the moment. Not good and i don't expect anyone to particuarly care.

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by momeluv, Apr 23, 2008 05:23AM
I care love!
I'm sorry you're going through it!
This too shall pass!
Smle!  
Much love,
^j^  D

by hopelessanxiety, Apr 23, 2008 07:04AM
Hmm Im really hopeing all your tests come out NOT bad
be strong and stop yelling at your cats they don't understand you haha.

I'll pray for you :)

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