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Female, 39, Regina - SK, member since Jan 2008
I am very happily married and at 39, have been trying to have a baby for a little over a year now.  I have had 3 m/c now since I got pregnant for the first time in Nov. and am waiting a few weeks (I hope thats all anyway) to TTC again!  I waited till a little later in l... [More]
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A New Beginning

Apr 25, 2008 11:20AM - 0 comments

Writing helps deal with emotions so I am starting  a journal.  After 2 m/c, I have found myself pregnant again.  Found out this morning.  I don't know why, but I feel much more positive this time.  I have learned so much about my body, and I feel like I am physically  healthier this time, and in a much better place emotionally.  I also am under the watchful eye of an excellent Dr., and starting progesterone in the next week or so.  

I am very afraid of another m/c, but I feel that if I keep a journal, it will help deal with that fear, and not let it overwhelm me.  I have met so many women here that have been through similar experiences as me, and although it hurts me they also experienced that pain, I am grateful they shared their stories with me, as it gives me incredible hope.  Its going to be ok this time.

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