Saturday morning and to much info:

Good morning to all my friends out there
It's a beautiful cool morning here in Ohio and I think I feel good enough to go out and plant my butt on the ground in my flower garden and pull a weed or two. I actually feel better this Saturday, much better than I did last Saturday.
You know what I have decided though / I think the internet is a wonderful thing to a point. Some times I think you can get to much information. Like right now last week they found fluid in my abdomen with an ultra sound which means I'm having liver problems. The mildest thing can be just damage from tynol abuse but the worse can be cancer to which there is no cure for liver cancer. I'll do a follow up next week with my doc to see what he wants to do with it and they will probably take a sample of the fluid and go from there. I'm sure not looking forward to that test. They take a long needle and insert it in the abdomen and withdraw some fluid, and I don't think they knock you out for it...lol....go figure,,,just my luck. I'm gonna be really pissed if it's cancer.
I'm feeling pretty good today so far. Plus I'm looking forward to doing something around here. I generally have to sit to do most of what I do but it's been working out. I actually got all the laundry caught up yesterday, but that damn kitchen floor still needs a mop to it...lol...and not just a lick and a promise to which it has been getting lately.
A special note to all my friends and readers.
May your Saturday be full of sunshine even if it's raining. And my heart goes to all of you struggling with that damn addiction or with anything else that is invading your life that should not invade. Stay strong and think positive, and never ever beat yourself up if you fall short of a goal. If you keep treading at it you will succeed, you need to know that. This is not my first attempt to quit my bad behavior, this is my first success though and I know pretty soon all of you will be saying the same thing. Opiates stink the big one ok, they attack any way they can and we have to beat them down.
Know that I love all of you and thank you so much for your support in my journey, a journey alone is hard but with all of you my journey seems better now. Thank you, Thank you....
Love Jan