Anxiety.  Cycled in and out AGAIN!  grrr....

Well I was good for a bit now I'm cycling back into the negative again.  The weather is beautiful.  There's a nice calm air to the the world and all I can do is deal with this freaking PAWS.... Again.  This time it's more the "can't think straight" type with a little anxiety mixed in.  I'm thinking about Lexapro again.  I'm past 100 days now and need to relax.  I can't stand xanex.  It just makes me too darn sleepy.  blech.. I wish I could go back and slap that first nibble of oxy right out of my mouth.

This is getting old.