Tired of Fighting

I want the fighting to stop,
Its a contant war with her.
When im alone with mum she has to have attention
the last time i had a proper hug from mum
feels like before she was born.
That was 9 years ago.
She was diagnosed with Attention Deficit Disorder by our social worker but
the doctor said she aint.
My dad has an anger problem, which is made worse by my sisters fighting.
She has to be in control. She refuses to do anything.
Im Tired of it all
Iv bottled it up for the past years and its slowly coming out
i cry every night before i sleep
i dream of a normal happy family life