Changes to date;

Okay, I have this feeling that I'll be going into labor before too long.. I'm not sure why. It is PROBABLY just a deep hope, since I am getting increasingly uncomfortable in this portion of my pregnancy. I am currently 35 weeks now..  And I believe I'm starting to dilate already. I see my doctor on Monday at 3:30 and will check up on my progress and see if I hear anything new. The baby 'dropped' a couple days ago and seems to be getting even a bit lower, when I compare pictures that were just days apart. I have an increase in acne, which could be from stress, the upcoming labor, or totally unrelated.. I just want to jot down any changes to keep track of everything.. I'm breaking out on my chest for no reason, and a little on the back of my neck even. I feel much more moody/emotional than I have ever throughout my pregnancy [perhaps other than at very first] and am very irritable. Feeling some stomach discomforts recently. Also probably totally unrelated. Hip pains, starting from last night. A sharp 'shocking' feeling upon standing or walking, when I put my weight on my left leg, this comes and goes. Kind of feels like my leg may give out. An indication that my body is gearing up. BH contractions are no more frequent but seem to be more fierce. I believe in intuition [I also believe in my own, I knew that I was having a boy at around 2 months along], and both a friend of mine, and my ex-boyfriend both say they think I will go early. One says 2 weeks, other says a week and a day. And also, like I said, I too think I will go early. I'm not real sure why. But I'm ready for it. My anxiety for labor and delivery is mounting, yet I'm relaxing about it a bit more, gradually.. invisioning the situation and how I will handle it step by step. Thinking about talking with my doctor about some things will help relieve some of the anxiety, and I made a list of things to bring up to him tomorrow. I'm feeling an increasing need to buy those last few things I've needed, and soon get the house/my room ready for his arrival.
:)