it just keeps getting worse

I feel like I am surrounded by idiots when it comes to medical professionals...I have literally no friendsand have been housebound for 6 years baring doctor visits.
I live with my parents and we own/operate a no kill shelter...even the animals are making me angry and that is unusual....I feel like I hate my family but than I feel guilty b/c I can't stand to be in the same room as my father...everyday, all day it seems like I am praying for death, there really is no good reason for me to be here, I have always felt that way.

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