Blah

Today was really blah for me.  I just felt sort of "off" all day.  I couldn't get warm - even cranking the heat up and layering and covering myself in a blanket. Yesterday was the same, actually.  Our temperatures have dropped dramatically (goodbye, spring!  hello, winter!), but not enough for me to be this cold all the time.  I had little energy and laid about most of the day - I feel like such a slacker.  

When I finally got up the energy to take a shower, it was to discover that they are flushing the hydrants in my neighborhood - our water was discolored.  Ugh.  I finally took a shower at midnight tonight!  The hydrant flushing continues, so nighttime showers, dishwashing, and laundry are going to be standard until that's done. Grrrr.  

I had no appetite (or thirst) today, either. I first ate something at 4 p.m....a matzo w/margarine and a few bites of watermelon.  I made myself drink a glass of water.  I cooked and ate dinner, though, so that was good.  Then I got a weird burst of energy and made a French (crumb-topped) apple pie.  I thought my husband would weep with joy.  =)

Emotionally, I just feel blah - sort of down. No interest in much of anything, really...not wanting to leave the house.... not wanting to talk to anyone.... maybe the cancer diagnosis is finally settling in and depressing me.  

I really hope this is short-lived....I had been feeling pretty good, and I would like for that to continue.  Tomorrow I'm supposed to go visit my best friend and her (almost!) 3 month old, so that should be nice.  I hope I have the energy to do it!