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The worst day of my life

Jun 19, 2009 - 0 comments
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My world has crumbled today. My daughter lived with her father due to my drug addiction,, she was still in my  life fully but lived with her father. Today we were got the call that he had been killed on his harley davidson while out for a ride. I have no idea how more daughter is going to cope with this and im petrified as i am now her only parent and must now be the strong one. He has always been there for our daughter as i struggled with my depression and drug addiction. Its like fate knew i had to get myself totally clean as i am now 14 clean off the methadone. I will not let him down or my daughter down.It is now time for me to step up to the plate and be the parent i always should have been. I will do whatever it takes. I love my daughter and am devastated over the loss of her father. He was the honourable man i have ever known and the best father i could have ever hoped for for my child... Brad you will dearly missed...I will love you always xxxxxxxxxxxx

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