Jan 12, 2014
Tomorrow is my first day back at college since my month off from Christmas break. I'm absolutely terrified to go back since last semester was my worst experience since I started college. My first year at my college I was comfortable but now its just an uncomfortable hell hole like high school was for me. This problem has no escape everywhere I go people of all ages notice. Its so draining to deal with this. I can’t take this anymore being treated like I'm some sort of contagious disease. I’m so sick of being talked about behind my back and in front of my face. I can’t do anything or go anywhere without this problem getting in my way. At this point I don’t even want to live anymore.