Hey chica
May 02, 2008 08:06AM
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Dear Jaslene,
Mommy is afraid shes gonna loose you. Ive been having lite cramping and then all of a sudden i'll get this sharp pain down there. Im really scared. i love you soo much already and i dont want to lose u. Mommy lost 2 of your siblings already. Last summer, and the time i miscarried before i could even get a hpt! I feel really sad. Its almost like im not good enough to carry a baby full term. Ive been taking care of you, and myself like ive suppose to. At this point im still keeping you kind of a seccret. I dont want everyone getting excited, in case something should happen to you.
I found out yesterday where ur father is: hes in jail an hs gonna b there for a whole year. SO if things go good, by the time his triflin butt is out, youll be walking and talking. I still havent been to a proper GYN yet. But your grandmother is makng me an appointment real soon. I need to check my hcg levels make sure theyre rising not falling. Well mommy is gonna go now, and ima come back later and finish my letter to you. Im falling aslep at the keyboard, and i need 2 get back to finishing my work.
i love you soo soo much,
mmm
Mommy is afraid shes gonna loose you. Ive been having lite cramping and then all of a sudden i'll get this sharp pain down there. Im really scared. i love you soo much already and i dont want to lose u. Mommy lost 2 of your siblings already. Last summer, and the time i miscarried before i could even get a hpt! I feel really sad. Its almost like im not good enough to carry a baby full term. Ive been taking care of you, and myself like ive suppose to. At this point im still keeping you kind of a seccret. I dont want everyone getting excited, in case something should happen to you.
I found out yesterday where ur father is: hes in jail an hs gonna b there for a whole year. SO if things go good, by the time his triflin butt is out, youll be walking and talking. I still havent been to a proper GYN yet. But your grandmother is makng me an appointment real soon. I need to check my hcg levels make sure theyre rising not falling. Well mommy is gonna go now, and ima come back later and finish my letter to you. Im falling aslep at the keyboard, and i need 2 get back to finishing my work.
i love you soo soo much,
mmm