Jan 17, 2014
Today has been kind of hard, felt very low and depressed today. I took a 2 day holiday just out the city to get a break from home but it didn't really help. I have been anxious all day, the chest pains started again today, finding I am starting to panic about having a heart attack or something, was going to go to the ER but I thought it may just be anxiety and the doctors will go mad.
Trying to think positive though, may not seem much but I find it is very hard for me, I can only think on a negative wave line. God love those who try though!