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May 21, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 18
No one here will ever get tired of hearing the same thing from you over and over. i am in the same boat as you are and every time i come here, i am given love and support and it gives me hope and courage. We can do this, we can get clean and get our lives back. It will be the hardest things weve ever done, but we can do it. Good luck to you SoDone, I am right...
May 21, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 3
I have been on this site for well over a year, ive been clean once, for 21 days and ive gotten so much love and support here. I know I can get off these pills. I know i can, i just feel like the weakest person ever born. I know everyone keeps saying to come clean with my family about this addiction but everyones situation is differant and I can NOT tell my fa...
May 17, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 11
Thank you for your kind words, my self esteem is obviously non existant at this point because of what i have let these pills do to my life, but i am still trying to quit, so at least thats something. I feel like giving up and just accepting that i'll never be able to quit but I WONT do that. Im not giving up yet and i'll keep trying. Thank you every...
May 17, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 11
i couldnt believe i didnt WD either, I have tried to quit more times than i can count and have had awful WD symptoms but last fall it was like getting a free pass and i blew it. I know I wont be that lucky twice so i am trying to just prepare myself for the WD's and im TRYING to keep a positive mind set, but we all know how hard that is when the addictio...
May 17, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 11
thank you for the support, i was actually just reading your post before you commented on mine. ive tried to quit more times than i can count and unfortunately know exactly what im probably in for, i just wish i hadnt thrown away that free pass i got last fall. But i cant look back, i have to keep looking forward. Thank you so much for the support. just gettin...
May 17, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 11
hey evryone, i have been addicted to pain meds for about 3 years now. If i have a large quantity of pills I will use up to 100mg a day. but mosly its 30-60mg a day if i can get it. If not i take other things just to get through the day. Its like i cant function if i dont have a high of some sort. I quit for 21 days back in november with no withdrawls or anyth...
Mar 12, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 3
I've struggled with pain pill addiction for 3 years now. It's gotten to the point that I'll take anything just to alter my reality and get through the day. Not hard street drugs, but things like gabapentin in high doses and scary high doses of prescription speed. Now i'm not even sure what i'm addicted to. I'm just withdrawing o...
Oct 26, 2011 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 8
Thank you so much for the words, Its all i needed, was to hear people telling me to do the right thing. I am going to flush them now. No i dont want to be set back. and I was SOO lucky this time, No withdrawals at all. Why would I throw that away? Thank you thank you!
Oct 26, 2011 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 8
I need some encouragement and advice- I am 20 days clean from pills today. After trying to quit for 3 years, 20 days ago i had an epiphany and was able to get clean. A friend left 5 tramodol at my house and i know i should flush them, but i just keep thinking about them. I know tram isnt an actual narcotic but i would take massive amounts of it when i couldn&...
Oct 26, 2011 in the Eating Disorders Community - 1
I laughed at intermittent Bulimia! That sounds like me and is a perfect name. I was hard core anorexic and bilimic when i was 17-20. Now i just throw up every once in a while if i eat too much or am stressed out. Im sure your DR told you that the black stool and vomit is blood. When Blood is digested it turns a tarry black color. Even if you stopped drinking ...