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Jan 29, 2013 in the Addiction: Alcohol/Drug Rehab Community - 1
I have this problem with feelings and emotions. I have been using method for 10 years I am 27 pretty heavily, was way into coke and heroin but quit those a few years ago. I feel like their is something wrong with me because I literally have no emotions or feelings, I'm complecomplete lay stoic. I don't laugh cry, go "oh wow!" Or nothing. ...
Oct 07, 2011 in the Adoption Community - 26
I really can relate to your story almost exact. When I was 18 I started the search. My friend who was a sheriff found her by her never ending criminal record. At age 20 I found my mother and her side of the family. No possible way to find my dad but talk about disAppointment. She is nothing but a severely brainfried, ill person who you can't even have a...
Oct 07, 2011 in the Adoption Community - 4
If it makes you feel any better I feel like I sort of can relate. My adoptive family is just fake. They talk about caring but actions speak louder than words and trust me they don't act like they give damn. I always wonder what it'd be like to have been adopted by someone else. I am a recovering addict so I am very familiar with addiction. Your dad ...
Oct 07, 2011 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 1
Lately I feel like it is impossible to survive it through work. I cannot even get myself up and out of bed. I literally lie in bed until about 10 minutes before I have to go to work from 2-10. I feel like maintaining a job with have severe my mental illness is and addiction is seems impossible. I lost my job at starbucks after 5.5 years because I overdosed on...
Oct 07, 2011 in the Smoking Addiction Community - 3
I hate that. I work in a memory care unit, so I got a bunch of crazy old people that are all delusional, can't remember a thing surrounding me. All I want to do is chain smoke. then smoke more cuz i don't want to be there, then more because they keep repeating themselves and more more more. Now time to cut back
Oct 07, 2011 in the Adoption Community - 2
I was adopted from infant, but still, people and counslers say i have a lot of abandonment issues eapeially since my adoptive mom and I completely do NOT get along adn couldn't be more oposite? They say I have these issues because of my social skills sort of. I guess how you interact and maintain a relationship. I just don't trust people with my f...
My boyfriend, who is an addict himself. We actaully met in in patient rehab. Kind of an odd stop to meet a guy long term but oh well. Its been 3.5 years we are together and he is perscriped a bunch of oc and methadone for back pain. He takes his month supply in less than a week. I do not want to be with an addict. I have enough time staying clean on my own an...
The just for today meidcationan and It works how and why. I love those books, in fact now that I think about it, I need to find mine and start reading them again. I have really been slacking in my recovery.
YES, I made it a rule. I will not be in a relationship with someone on drugs.
Oct 07, 2011 in the Improve MedHelp Suggestions Community - 2
I am new to this who medhelp forum. How sort of does a person use it and get to know others on here as well. It seems like peole get some helpful tips and really get deep which seems awesome but I feel like the new kid in class or something, just not really sure how to meet people to talk with about things i'm going through. Very different typle of conve...