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Nov 23, 2013 in the Undiagnosed Symptoms Community - 2
I have long since diagnosied anixety disorder amoung many other mentall stuff. How would I know when I have one? Sometimes I wondered if sometimes what I think is a panic attack could be a small tyoe of seizure? What happens when I am uncountious and go someplace else?
Nov 23, 2013 in the Relationships Community - 6
Sometimes I want him to die, I actaully thought of a hit man, The master of munipulation. Seven years ago we met in drug rehab? How much clean time do We have? Less than a week and both have to go back to rehabh for DuII.We got legal **** to deal with, We always had a no contact oder. Somestimes he really makes me want o just die. To get out of it, To be in...
Nov 22, 2013 in the Undiagnosed Symptoms Community - 2
Yes, I understand that huffing is very very bad and stupid...Especially with a degree in health ed. When I do air, I guess apparently everyone says I have a seizures. Like EVERYONE. I am not aware of anything that goes on, I go someplace else, a different dimension, I see people, have conversations with myself. I apparently had a seizure whil huffing and dri...
Jan 18, 2013 in the Undiagnosed Symptoms Community - 3
what does mean if i have blood in urine
Jan 13, 2013 in the Bipolar Disorder Community - 3
all I have to say is I can totally relate to how you feel. they say I have rapid cycling mood disorder bipolar. my heads all messed up. I feel like the best thing can do is stear clear from people because I end up hurting them or ,messing with their head since I'm consistently inconsist. like I come with fine print- subject to drastically change unpredic...
Jan 13, 2013 in the Bipolar Disorder Community - 3
I started taking a new med about a month or two ago and I don't know if its working on not cause I got clean around the same time. I moved back with my mom but she hates me. this last few weeks I have been in a different mood. after the loseof the closest one to me I just flat out dont give a **** about anything. I haven't been staying at my moms ...
Jan 05, 2013 in the Depression Community - 2
fi feel for you and you are not alone. i have a music obsession. i was in band for a long time and listen to it with a passion. i feel for you and you are not alone. i have a music obsession. i was in band for a long time and listen to it with a passion. i have bipolar disorder, anxiety, and am in recovery. i flipped out when i lost all my music. i actually s...
Aug 15, 2012 in the Bipolar Disorder Community - 2
How do i stay alive? i can't write what I feel-i have no idea how to ever word anything! I have several things wrong with my head, including the encephalitis long term affects which make it impossible to communicate with others let alone write. It is all a sign, that my time is come. There is no more hope. I felt it when the last bit of hope and effort...
Aug 08, 2012 in the Depression Community - 2
On my birthday the other day my mom was bring early childhood memories and brought up the time I had encephalitis when I ZI was around 2. I am 27 now. Yes, my mom had told me vaguely that I had it, was in the hospital and almost died and that is why one eye is bigger than the other. I didn't think anything of it since I was two and I am obviously alive....
Apr 08, 2012 in the Relationships Community - 8
I finally moved. I have a new number. New job. New everything. I feel like I live in hiding. It was like he was following me through my computer ip Or something. It's creepy. I am moving again soon. I went to his court he didn't show. All they did was give a warrent bail 5g. His inheritance is...well. the millions of $s keeps him from ever having to...