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Mar 31, 2012
"oohh...srry...thanks for the heads up....didnt knw i was breaking site rules....becca"
Mar 31, 2012
"ok so im down to 3 8mg sub tabs left...been trying to figure out how to stretch them out...i broke one intp 4s and read online that if u use the nasal rt or rectal rt u need less and the effect last longer...anyone have exp with these ro..."
Mar 29, 2012
"Morning all....today where i live its rainy and gloomy, but to me its cleansing and peacful....normaly on fri i go for one on one sessions with dr mc evil but just knowing that i dont and i wont have to see him is so freakin awsome....i ..."
Mar 28, 2012
"Thanks...I just placed my name on a waiting list on the "here to help" web site..so hopefully ill get a new dr soon..I am not going back to dr mc evil...so I have enough subs to last til fri even longer if I lessen my daily dose..my hope..."
Mar 28, 2012
"Its 10 pm where I am and I hid in my home all day..I layed in bed under the blanket while my dealer called and knocked and beeped outside for 20 min..my whole body was screaming to go open the door but I cldnt..with ea knock, beep, call ..."
Mar 28, 2012
"God i feel so alone and worthless....in a way i wish dealer wld just get here already and on the other hand im glad hes not here yet...my head is all messed up...i wish i cld crawl into a hole and hide for awhile...."
Mar 28, 2012
"first i wld like to thank all of those who offered advice and or kind words...it really meant alot....today however was my group counseling session and to my utter shock and dis belief dr mchatred anounces to the entire group that i had ..."
Mar 27, 2012
"you are correct! i did not ask for anything for depression...i just wanted out of his office....he makes me feel like an addict not a recovering addict...its funny that none of my pain managment drs ever made me feel this way.... feel li..."
Mar 27, 2012
"ok so i just left drs office for a count and i had 2 more than i shld have and he flips!...when he asked me why i was completely honest with him telling him about the fears i was having...i told him i tryed to cut back to see if i was ab..."
Mar 26, 2012
"thank u all for the advice and words of encouragement...i feel less alone in this battle of mine...pain pill addiction is such a private hell...no one knws about it until its to late....families may think smething is going on but they ne..."