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Female, 16, Algonquin - IL, member since Oct 2007

I'm Amanda, and I don't know what's wrong with me exactly.. I can explain the story, but no one seems to know for sure, and ... I have no idea personally, but I'm really egar to find out what's causing my issue, and when and how I can get it to go away.  I want my life... [More] back the way it used to be... I was so happy !!

Now, I wake up every day.... and I'm wondering when am I going to freak out .. when is this just going to go away.. why me?? Why me?? ... Hopefully someone will be able to help && make me understand what's wrong with meeh! :

My StorY:::

Well, my event that leading up to me having anxiety I should probably explain 1st.

Back in Febuary of 2007 this year I was dating a guy Ryan and he was a big pot head ... and so I had gotten him weed once through a friend of mine and we smoked up nothing really happend I just laughed alot and that was it.  Then, In Febuary I think it was on his 2oTH bday I was the house that he was living at which was his Grandma's and... his buddies all ended up comming over and they were like chyea wanna smoke... and not thinking I was like ok helll yeah why not.. Because I wanted to impress his friends.. At the time I remember feeling pretty nervous because Joe a friend of his said there was coke in the weed.. So, anyways we went in the back room and we all shared two bowl packs and then when they were cashed I remember feeling a SPLURGE of energy and jogging out of the room and I was like you guys want to go jogging? Then, I remember taking pictures and I wasn't taking pictures of anything, and I fell over and when I got up.. everything felt unreal and everything seemed really clear and ... I was like woah what the hell.. and so ... I told everyone things were 3D because thats what it seemed like as if they were closer then they were... and or further away it went back and forth so then... I started freaking out and everything seemed so fake... like almost I was dead my Boyfriend  at the time put his arms around me and I remember me saying I can't feel them somethings wrong call 911 and they all didn't know what to do so they started running around worrying me more so I grabbed Ty's phone and went outside into the snow with no shoes and no soxs on and... I couldn't feel anything I was on the phone with 911 and they said they were sending an ambulence ... so they did , and then I remember them taking me away and they gave me a IV and took my blood turns out the only thing in my system was Cannibus... which is marijuana.. and nothing else....

Ever sense that night I have been feeling anxious, and paranoid... like, but it just comes out of no where so I wasn't sure if it's PTSD... or... Panic Disorder.. I'm so confused... I just want the worrying and freaking out to go away when I have an anxiety attack it's like I"ll go back to that night except I'll sweat in my palms and then my mouth goes numb and throaht and then... I normally just feel like everything around me.. is fake and I'm dying.... and it eventually wares off normally after I write... I noticed when I drink alcohol it is worse.. I don't know what I have.... though as far as diagnosis and I don't know if caffine and smoking ciggs is worsening my symptoms... I just need to get help so I can get rid of this...

Does anyone have anxiety or PTSD or something because of drug use?  I don't get it.. && I'm confused.. and I feel alone and this is really depressing I used to be so happy && now I"m on edge someone please reply... I'd really appreciate it to hear from as many people as possible...

Oh and if I have a really really bad anxiety attack Everything will seem really clear and perception of space is off... ??? hmm.. I'm so confused on why this is happening...

And if I avoid an anxiety attack from gettting out of hand I normally get a really bad headache && worry about if it's going to come...

Thanks for your time everyone,
-Anxious_Manna [Less]

Interests:

Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Disorder, Love, Depression, Cure, Healing, Understanding

Nighttime Panic Attacks?

Oct 12, 2007 07:23PM in the Anxiety Community

actually I woke up once and I was having a panic attack let me tell you that was the weirdest feeling ever I couldn't breathe and I thought I was gunna die... I don't know what 2 do but I just fell back to sleep :( .. .But I feel you... and I'm sorry you're going through this stay strong Anxious_Manna

Have I lost my mind

Oct 12, 2007 07:20PM in the Anxiety Community

Hi, I'm Amanda... I'm 15... and I have the same issue sort of . cept I will get really anxious out of no where and then I will freak out and feel like I'm dead and... my whole body goes numb its the most scariest feeling on earth and I'm sorry.. if you go through something simmilar to me or actually yours sounds worse Just try telling yourself that you're oka...

Awful numbness and panic from drinking

Oct 12, 2007 07:19PM in the Anxiety Community

I know what you mean... I'm very... much so the same way.. whenever i drink my anxiety gets worse cept my stories diffrent mine had orignially came from smoking pot and now I drink... and ... I used to drink to get rid of it && now I Don't like to drink anymore, but yet I'm influenced by my boyfriend... and I don't like too, but when I Don't drink with him he...

Someone... Opinion/Relate?? I'm new...

Oct 12, 2007 07:12PM in the Anxiety Community

Well, my event that leading up to me having anxiety I should probably explain 1st. Back in Febuary of 2007 this year I was dating a guy Ryan and he was a big pot head ... and so I had gotten him weed once through a friend of mine and we smoked up nothing really happend I just laughed alot and that was it. Then, In Febuary I think it was on his 2oTH bda...

anxious about not feeling anxious

Oct 12, 2007 06:55PM in the Anxiety Community

Yes I do feel that way ... I sit there and I feel like all anxious about when I"m going to ffeel anxious again... I totaly understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 190%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it!!! : (

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