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plz dont end your life :( i have a brother who died 2 years ago from just a sudden death (NOT SUICIDE) & the whole family was traumatized & we thought we didnt treat him good enough, but its just how families are, u know how it is. every1 is so focused on themselves & there worries. chances are ur parents are just busy with life & they love &a...
and i get realy annoyed from certain sounds, like someone sneezing loudly pisses me off & my sisters cough at night time really really annoys me. if that helps !
i forgot to add this - i kind of want to have a mental disorder? i dont fake my symptoms or anything but i love researching mental illness, i love reading about it & watching youtube videos & reading forums.. at one stage in my life when i was at school at the beginning of year 12, i dropped out of school to "focus on being depressed" i f...
and i just realised how in ur earlier post you said that boderline has traits from many different personality disorders ... i like that too, everytime i would read about a personality disorder i would pick out a few things that sound like me but then the rest are completely opposite/different to what i am so i would be like 'omg i have abit of everything...
yeah , i do kind of have the whole "me,me,me" thing happening now because its the internet and its a forum so i just want to write down what i feel & how i am , it depends who im talking to though, because its the internet, i can just write whatever i feel without holding back, in real life when i talk to someone - its not that i COPY their pers...
n i forgot to mention my drug addiction the past. for a whole year last year i was taking drugs everyday, liquid extacy - weed - pills mainly . but i tried all other drugs too like speed,coke,DMT, etc.
yeah, it's not that i try to convince myself i'm beautiful, its that its a big focus , like i said i wasn't the prettiest kid when i was young so getting good looks as an adult, i kind of held on to it & yes i do like showing people that i am attractive, when i go out i purposely look at people or turn there way so they can see me and maybe...
it sounds like schezophrenia not BPD !
aww glad to hear that you liked my post . yeh its pretty harddd, do you get the jelousy thing too? wow. i get jelous if my bf is talking to another girl even though he doesnt talk 2 other girls but for example -my bfs brothers gf i really cannot stand her & till now i feel like i want to ruin her relationship because she doesnt deserve one & what piss...
oh and i looked up Narcissistic, it doesnt sound like me , at all. i know someone who should be diagnosed with that disorder but thats not me at all.