I feel so sad today, and dont know who to talk to,...I feel so alone,...I'm trying so hard and everything really sucks,..MY Birthday was on the 29th and it was to me another day but with getting gifts that I really didn't even have the energy to be excited about the things I got
I really hate my life right now, and I dont even know where to start, My hubby made me feel like the biggest loser, When I told him I was Sorry, he said, I am sorry, All of this is really hurting me and I have no where to turn, I feel like the worst person in the world right now.
He;s Mad at me becausem I let myself get to this point, He says I have no control, He says anything with moderation is ok, and he;s mad at me because I'm gonna go through withdrawls. He says He;s not sure if to stay with me or pack up all his things and go,
Dont know what to do now,....I'm scared and very depressed, I feel so lost and alone and I dont have any support from my husband because he's Sooooo very mad at me.
