192 today and the pills aren the problem anymore. Now ith the Anxiety disorder. Zoloft seems to have that under control now though.
Keep the faith. As long as you don't look too far ahead it passes fairly quickly. Keep yourself busy on other interests.
6 years seems a long time to be on an antidepressant without a break. I would think that after that much time the body/mind would "adjust to it". It's possible that you need to take a break and or chnge it up once in a while.
All that said you need a specialist like a psychiatrist.
Just an FYI. I'm going to post this in my journals so it doesn't "disappear" down the threads.