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Oct 25, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
So today is my first true day, of having nothing. Which already *****. I'm tired, my body isn't aching yet, but I know that will come. I think the withdrawl pain scares me more then anything else. I am so ready to do this, but I feel the excuses mounting knowing I HAVE to work tomorrow and Saturday, 430 am wake ups, and coming home to a house of chi...
Oct 24, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 12
Oh I have so been there! I have relapsed many times, and I have experienced this. You feel awful, you see almost all the hurt or discomfort you have caused around you, you feel guilty, and blame yourself for many things. At least that is my experience. You wrote me the other day and I see we are at different places in our detox, but have at least thing in com...
Oct 24, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Thank you for your words of wisdom I would love to have some kind of after care, but doing that is harder then it is for others. I live in a very small town, and there is nothing in the was of a outreach program, na, or counceling. So I have tried to find places before to go to, and have no luck. So this is something I truly have to do on my own. I am a perso...
Oct 23, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community Best Answer - 9
I am in the same boat. I am a pill popper, and mother of 4. I am weining down right now, and I have done this over and over. But for the first time, I am truly taking the steps to get clean. I smoke pot also, and feel as you do about it. I demon at a time, I suppose. Lol. But I'm new here too. I wanted to give some support, cause someone did for me, and ...
Oct 22, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 29
Thank you for posting your sobority days. I think that alot of us that are at the beginning of this journey seriously don't think they can do it, I know I am scared to death right now. But know someone sat where I am right now, and can admit and say how scary and hard it really was, and you have made it this far, is such an inspiration. Thank you, Than...
Oct 22, 2012 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
I decided since i have 9.5 5/500 vicodin left, that I need to quit finally, and forever. I have been a pill addict for a long time, over 5+ years. I have gone through withdrawls many times, and the longest I have ever stayed clean is 3 months. I just keep going back. I am married with a wonderful husband, and 4 beautiful boys, I have a wonderful job, and ma...