I will start over no matter what it takes with this forum, the great people here and my higher power to be clean for the rest of my life.. G
I did what I hoped I wouldn't for those of you who know about yesterday.. I relapsed in an ugly way... gundo
I won't let myself and my support friends down I promise.. You dont' know how much all your support in the last minutes has helped.. I'll let you later today that i'm still clean as a whistle.. gotta go gundo
well I'm going there to fix some windows but I have faith I'll be straight and just do myjob.. between you and cathy and prayers I'll be strong.. thank you gundo
Your beyond words .. I'm crying.. I love you. gundo I'm off to work
your words really hit home with me.. I printed them and am going to take them with me..Your my guardian angel cathy.. you won't have to wonder what happened today.. I'll feel good after leaving work I promise. gundo hug
