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Mar 28, 2008 09:11PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Sorry for the confusion. I am trying to get clean but it is the stressfull things in life that draw me back to pills - that is what I am afraid of. I think I have a touch of the FLU since I am trying to detox of opiates and smoking! Double wammy and I cannot believe I am doing this. Yes it is scary but I had a life before all this - I just have to dig deep an...
Mar 28, 2008 08:26PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Thank you all for the kind words! Although it seems I may be at the home stretch like Magifl said I have to work for my recovery. The things in life that drive me to choose pills over being sober. At work I would reach into my bag that I called the "ball and chain" and pop some pills if things got too stressfull. One day at a time! Thanks again for the kind w...
Mar 28, 2008 05:50PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Hello, I am on day for and yes I am taking time off work and feel sorry for my gf since she does not or ever has used opiates so she doesn't understand the withdrawl systems. I can relate with thinking of ways to end it all because either way it seems hopeless. Neverless I am staying strong and actually followed a similar recipe up at the top of the page ...
Mar 27, 2008 05:39PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Hello, I am on day for and yes I am taking time off work and feel sorry for my gf since she does not or ever has used opiates so she doesn't understand the withdrawl systems. I can relate with thinking of ways to end it all because either way it seems hopeless. Neverless I am staying strong and actually followed a similar recipe up at the top of the page f...