My Posts
Jan 17, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
I did it! I met him, on a street near my house, gave him my money & told him that I am done. He looked puzzled, but then smiled real big & told me congrats, I told him thank you & he drove away. I went in the house & cried my eyes out & came near to a panic attack. THEN, I did something I didn't think I would, I admitted to my college...
Jan 16, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Well, here I am, still haven't caved! I'm a wreck, but trying to function. Last night, I rode round for 2 hours with my sober friend...we cried, we hugged, & most of all, I know I now have someone I can turn to, who has been there. Today, I am having weird pain in my joints, slight headache (way better though) and I'm just tired as hell...o...
Jan 15, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
I actually did get on the NA website here in my town, the meetings are way limited, and I have transportation issues. I too feel, like maybe I need more help, as I feel that my will power isn't enough to sustain me. So, I reached out to a former coworker/friend who has been sober for 2 years, also from the Lortabs...she is picking me up from work so we c...
Jan 15, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Thank you for the positivity. I am trying to remain calm, it just really really *****...I know I'm not the only one who has gone through this, & it's helps to have input. I thought about weening down, but I couldn't do it, been trying that for over a month, then I would go right back to taking 2-3 10s at a pop, even though I really didn;t e...
Jan 15, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Well, today marks 2 1/2 days, with no Lortab...I was using, let's say a lot...Saturday alone I took 16 10mgs over the course of the day. Well, I feel totday like I'm dying! I had to leave work yesterday as I couldn't stay out of the bathroom. I went home and was in bed by 11am, & other than getting up for diahrea, I slept until the alarm we...
Jan 15, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Thank you! I feel like I'm frickin' dying! I can't think, my body hurts, all I want is to call & get more! I keep telling myself that I will come out stronger for all this suffering, but I feel like absolute ****! If I could close my eyes for one minute I would pass out, I left work yesterday, & other than get up to have diarhea, I slep...
Jan 15, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Well folks, today is day 2 1/2, no pills...I feel like absolute ****! I had to leave work yesterday from stomach cramps and diarhea. Today, I have a terrible headache, and can barely keep my eyes open, and I'm in a major brain fog...I'm ready for this to be over! All I can think about is calling my guy & stocking up, even though I don't wan...
Jan 09, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Thanks so much for the quick replies, I am scared and basically alone in this. I have been getting the pills on the street, not through a doctor, so my 1st plan of action is to erase my source's number, permanently from my phone, as he is quick to respond, of course, as he is making a fortune doing what he does. I am so afraid to confide in anyone, as I ...
Jan 09, 2013 in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community - 16
Hello, I am new here, and I am seeking advice. I have been taking Lortab for about a year now. I have suffered with migraines since the age of 13 (I'm 42 now), and have been on every med under the sun for preventitive etc. Well, I had a friend offer to give me a few Lortab to keep for said headaches, and at 1st, I only took them when I had a migraine. We...