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How can I stop self-destructing evil in me?
Apr 14, 2008 10:49AM in the Borderline Personality Disorder Community
u did help a little. :-) ALL u say is truth. i just dont know what to do with this pain inside which cant be released. at the moment. im looking for ways, but... its already probably 8 years... lol I think that i am a hostage of my own love (sort of "love", i dont feel love to them as such, and its also scary and makes me feel abnormal and guilty) to my par...
How can I stop self-destructing evil in me?
Apr 12, 2008 07:24PM in the Borderline Personality Disorder Community
Hi, I urgently need some help. I can not control myself and can't cope with my self-destructive behaviour. I am afraid and just desperate watching how i slowly destroy what i've been creating for so long and with sooo much effort. Just because thats my next low period. And just because it's sooo habitual (nearly for 20 years, i am 24). I cant stand watching h...