Sometimes, when you start taking an anti-depressant, things can feel almost "numb".. maybe talk to your doctor about going on a lower dose of your meds or trying something else....
How old? Are you close with your parents? have a boyfriend? best friend? tell someone you love that you need support and you want to get help. go to a doctor, and ween yourself off. maybe a psychiatrist as well, or just someone to talk to. most of the time, this stuff is something deeper. i can speak with experience.
why? don't do this to your self...