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Nov 18, 2008 06:51PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
I feel or you, i lived witha addict for many years while i was clean, i always made excuses for him and always beleived him when he said he didnt wantto do it anymore he would ven go thru the motion just to keep me quiet, then BAMM he went right back out. but your right God will take care of you, he willhelp, but he has to help himself, unless its the most im...
Nov 18, 2008 01:19PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
look read what you just wrote, your w/d are prabaly so bad becouse the pills are there, you will feel w/d but in my experience it was always worse when the **** i used was close by, you " rewarded" yourself. just read it what do you think? you will reward yourself again or say screw it i cant do this and just take them. it is the devl, but dont let him win GO...
Nov 18, 2008 12:59PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
it sometimes one minute at a time, you have to get rid of them, I could not not take them. you dont want to take them or you wouldnt be here!! hats a great thing. maybe you could give them to someone but you would still have access to them, get it, you should just flush them recovery is hard enough without having to deal with this also. I would flush them,...
Nov 18, 2008 12:06PM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
i never had phsyical withdrawl it was all mental, its chasing the first high. but it is a strong mental pull. chan
Nov 18, 2008 11:56AM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
hi look you are an addict, i am as we speak weaning myself of of oxys, i dont snort them, i do cut them in half. i have been addicted to other opiates in the past and i did try numerous times to get clean around my active b/f, freinds ect, IT DOES NOT WORK!! you at least to go thru the w/d should find some other place to get thru it, after that its mental. I...
Nov 18, 2008 11:21AM in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
i wish i could send them to a familys house, but the only family close by is there great-granddad. but my husband is here, he knows i need to do this, so he is home at night, hell take care of them, h wont bhappy, but he has no choice. thanks