Female, 36, Saint Augustine - FL, member since Aug 2007
I am married to a wonderful man that I have known for six years, been married for two. After going through a horrible divorce three years prior to meeting him, I did not recognize the "Boaz" that God had blessed me with. When I FINALLY came to my senses, we married and...
[More] decided to share our lives together.
DH does not have any children and I have two from my previous marriage. Due to the fact that I was very sick during pregnancy (considered very high risk, diagnosed with hyperemesis gravidarum which is the term used for persistent nausea and vomiting during pregnancy. I was hospitalized very often because I could not hold any food or liquid which made me feel as if I was a failure when attempting to carry my DS and DD, and was then placed on bed rest with both after the fifth month) I had a TL because I thought I was married happily ever after and would not have any additional children (as my OBGYN and a specialist indicated it is quite dangerous for me and the baby during pregnancy).
I now regret that decision to the upmost because I am now attempting to share a child with my DH. Our rollercoaster ride regarding having a baby during the first two years of our marriage has been emotional draining. DH keeps reminding me that he loves me regardless and we can stop ttc and it would not change his love for me or the kids.
Before getting married he knew I had a TL and wanted me to know that he wanted us to share our love and raise "our" children together and he would be fine with that. Well, I am not. I want God to bless us with children. I know the risk and am willing to take it.
This site has been a "Life Saver". Thank you all who offered such wonderful advice and just listened when I needed to vent. I could not have made it this far without you!
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Juana824 Female, 32 years Chicago - IL Member since May 2008
Mood: Juana824 is humming..."Let's Get it On...aww YEAH, Let's get it on" LOL Journal Entry: "I don't know if you remember my rant abou..." [Read]
Jul 02
I am doing great. This cycle is going pretty well, except for the vaginal suppositories...those things are a mess! I am slated for FET on 07/14 and am both nervous and excited. How are you doing?