Wife and mother of five children and Heart patient. After the second open heart surgery I was on the pain killers for three months and after my doctors decided to end the pills I realized I could not. Have been fight this addiction for two years now. I am trying to tape...
[More]r, because I want to return to my life before pills. I really did have a life before this. I hope I can do this for me and my family.
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I was almost on day 4 of being drug free. Then I started having bad female problems and the doctor gave me pain meds. and i was weak and took them. I feel sad that I was n...[more]
I don't feel as strong as yesterday. A lot low and depressed. Tired and crabby. I am not sure I have the will power to do this. Todd seems to be less helpful today. I feel...[more]
Today I only took one half and then later I flushed the other half. I felt powerful seeing that pill go down the toilet. Those pills have been controlling me for nearly tw...[more]
momeluv Female, 49 years Orange County - CA Member since Mar 2008
Mood: momeluv is proud of her boy! Journal Entry: "
When God brings us ..." [Read]
Aug 19
You're in my thoughts !
Just wanted to stop by and see how you are doing?
Do you have your addiction tracker up & running?
Hope all is groovy!
Peace,
D aka momelv
