Hi, Im Jenn, I read your life story. We are the same age yet it seems you are so much older. Your poor body has gone and still is going through so much. I guess me struggling with my weight seems kinda petty compared to the complications you are having in life. I don't really know much about alternative pain relief, I can research some for you. I just want you to know that you can talk to me, if you want about anything. Sounds kinda wierd, I know. I guess Im just that Kind of person. Meanwhile, Your question about phentermine.. Phentermine is only a temperary fix to losing weight. People tend to gain the weight back unless they totally work thier ***** off. If you are significantly over weight you can try gastric bypass. My insurance ended up paying for it