It was just so hard to understand why it all happened, we were very happy the month before, laughing joking, making plans for the future. then he went cold. I thought it would take months for a relationship to break down, but this went over night and was just on his side, not mine. I did actually go out on saturday and the friend i went out with got into a fight with some other girl,hehe, so i went home early. shes abit younger than me, so i think thats why she did it, im not acually sure, never had a friend in a fight before. iv just been signed off work for a week by my doctor because iv lost so much weight and im suffering exaustion. cant believe iv let him do this to me. hopefully it hurt him when i didnt reply to him or go crying and begging to him. then again men think so weirdly.